It's a miracle!!

No no, not talking about the pregnancy... I'm talking about Zoe sleeping! WOO!
I put her in my lap and she leaned back and I started feeling that head loll and the limbs twitch heh. I had to pee like crazy though so carried her to the loveseat. She kind of woke up but was asleep when I got back.
WOOOOOOOOO!!!!
She is not a happy child when she is tired.
Whiny, crying at everything and just... yeah not a fun baby girl lol.
So glad she finally went to sleep though even though I can't nap. Just need to get the dogs outside before DH gets home b/c their barks will wake her and that shit is not happening!

Speaking of peeing... I've been needing to go a lot lately. Helps that I've been trying to stay hydrated. My urine these last few days has been pretty yellow so I needed to drink more anyway. I have a tiny bladder or something b/c I can not hold it in for anything.

Is it sad that I already looked at cribs... :P lol Not in depth or anything. Just glanced at them at the babiesrus website. There was one that I really liked though.
Hopefully we'll have reason to buy it :)

Oh no.... this means we'll have to get another car sooner rather than later.
While I wouldn't mind keeping Zoe rear facing longer, we could always front face her and should be able to fit a carrier in my car. It would be tight though and probably wouldn't be in the middle where it's safest.
We do not have the money for all of this stuff right now.
We just gave DH's parents some money b/c the IRS is screwing them over (seriously...) and we have to pay 1000 out of pocket for the roof to be fixed. Our savings has dwindled down considerably :(
AND we haven't been putting as much money in to savings so it's going to take us longer to build back up what we've used.
Yikes......

While I don't mind helping family, I'm kind of pissed that we're the go to people when anyone is in financial trouble. They didn't ask us to give them money or anything but it was implied by DH's sisters that we were going to be the ones to give them the money. We are not frickin rich. We do not have an endless well of money. We are right smack dab in middle class hell. We get by and are lucky enough to have a little extra we can put away in to our savings account or spend some on a FEW things we want (and not super expensive things at that). I don't understand why they always think we're super wealthy and can afford to just throw money around all willy nilly.

Anyway, I guess if this pregnancy sticks, no more handouts as far as I'm concerned. We need to save OUR money for OUR growing family.

Phew! Didn't mean to go off on a rant there.