Sigh...

No puppy today..... MAYBE tomorrow. Yeah we'll frickin see if my brother and his wife decide to flake again.
Oh and did I mention that they bought Zoe NOTHING when they went to comic con like they said they would? Why? B/c everything was too expensive, oh but they bought themselves some nice expensive shit.... stayed in expensive hotels etc etc.
Hell, I still gave her the shirt from the rock festival as a thank you for watching our dogs even though they almost burned down our fucking house. A little something in return for watching their baby would've been nice. Nevermind just a fucking thank you would've been nice to have gotten from them which we never did.

Yes I'm pregnancy raging right now. I'm just tired of their shit. It's like when they're being decent, they're great... but it's rare and they're the kind of people you just want to shake some gawd damn sense in to. They take and take and take and rarely ever give anything back and you put up with it b/c you love them... even though they drive you crazy.

You just want to scream in their faces for them to eat shit and to go fuck themselves whenever they come around and act like pieces of crap mooches, but you don't b/c ya know.. you're not a total dick lol. Just some gratefulness would be nice. ANY attempt to show that they appreciate what everyone frickin does for them to help them out with whatever.
Anyway.... whatever. They're never going to change.
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Been feeling tired again lately. It's not as bad as it was at first, but I can still tell that I'm having some really low energy during the day. Sleep could be better, but it hasn't been that bad either. Thankfully Zoe has been sleeping in a little to about 7:30 and that's been SO flippin nice. I still have nights where I wake up around 3 to pee and then can't get back to sleep after. Sucks.