A bath soon followed

So here's what Zoe looked like....

Yeah... and that's AFTER the dog got to her and licked some of the yogurt off lol.
Crazy child!
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Oh and as for symptoms... same old stuff.
When I wake at night, I do feel more twinges and whatnot coming from my ovary and uterus. Last night it was mostly my right O. It was quick sharp pains.

11dpo

Comparing all of them

And 9 and 11 only

*happy dance*

This morning's test.... MAN it was so nice to see. Knew it was going to be darker since the line started to come up quicker. And comparing all of the tests... it definitely is.
I'm so excited and a little less scared.

I know something wrong could still happen though... It's a debbie downer moment but this is real life...
With SiL's m/c and one of DH's friend's wife having something very similar happen to her as well... something wrong happening is a very real possibility.
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Oh and in other news... holy hell Zoe is going through some kind of cry/whine ALL the time phase. I think she's getting frustrated b/c she still can't talk that well and wants to tell us what she wants and we can't understand her.

And she just came in here with orange yogurt ALL over her. Time for a bath.....
HAHA, gave her a wash cloth to wipe herself off, she wipes, looks at it and says "EWWWW" lol silly girl.

Last ones for 10dpo

I couldn't resist and decided to take 2 more wondfos before bed.

They're making me feel better.

The OPK is nice and dark still and the HPT is darker than the previous one. Still not as dark as that first one but it's there.

Seeing the opks get so dark is really helping even if the hpts can kiss my ass.

Will be back tomorrow morning with hopefully a nice darker FRER to share.

Wondfos

Since I don't want to blow through my FRERs in just a couple of days.. I'm using my wondfos to satisfy my needs to POAS :)

I have a lot of OPKs but only about 15 or so HPTs.

Anywho, took a HPT and an OPK
OPK should give me a better visual on increasing HCG since that's what those tests aren't meant for... or well.. for LH but since they pick up hcg too it should be all good. You know what I mean...

Top is not tweaked, bottom is tweaked.

About 15min after taking the test, so not that long after the time limit, the line on the hpt got even darker. It's very visible and not hard to see at all. BIG change from the 8dpo tests.

Really relieved and this has calmed some of my fears.

July 29th

That's my first prenatal appointment O_O
The lady I talked to said that they first see patients 7-9w so... yeah. Sucks that I have to wait that long and it sucks b/c I'm not going to be 7w along by then.
When she asked for the day of my period, I told her I didn't ovulate until later, but she wasn't hearing any of it. I think I'm only going to be 6w by then... or just over 6w. Hopefully will be able to see the start of a HB anyway.
I'll have to bring it up again at the appointment.

Kind of wish they had wanted me in to get betas done, but honestly, I'm also not THAT worried about it. While I love getting as much information as possible and would love to know what my numbers are... I'm actually kind of ok with just waiting to see.
Hopefully this bean sticks around.

Going to an RE with Zoe totally spoiled me with the betas done and then the weekly ultrasounds lol.

10dpo FMU

And all 3 tests I've taken so far together

I know in the photos 10dpo looks darker. During the time limit, the 10dpo looked lighter to me. It looks about the same as the others now (9dpo afternoon is still a smidge darker).
Freaking the hell out but trying not to.
I did this with Zoe and my brain knows that day to day won't have much difference in them.. at least not right now while things are so early and probably still really really low hcg.
Still though... I can't help but worry :( That's what 4 early losses will do to you. Wish I could be like any fertile woman out there. See a line and announce it to the world ASAP b/c you just know you'll be having a baby in 9 months.

Anyway... going to try to remain optimistic. A line showed up which means I'm still pregnant.

As for symptoms....
Still the same aching type of feeling in uterus and in right O area. It's not constant and it doesn't hurt too bad. Just a dull aching for the most part.

Breasts are still tender too.

9dpo afternoon test

Yeah I couldn't resist. Headed to Target and picked up 2 packs of 3c FRER. I had to use one of them just to see the line come up again.
It did the same thing as this morning.
Comparing the 2 right now, they look about the same. Not surprised by that or anything since it hasn't even been 24hrs yet :P

Just wanted to make sure that it was real and not some horribly faulty something that's just playing with my emotions.

Here's the test... photo taken at the 5min mark and is not tweaked.

DH went to church w/ Zoe. Also went to Chinese for lunch with his family afterwards. They usually go to the same place since it's just right down the road.
Guess someone bought fortune cookies and the one Zoe picked.. well... just read it for yourself

When DH handed it to me and I read it... I almost burst in to tears.
How awesome and coincidental is that? Hopefully it comes true.


Oh and I am definitely getting my hopes WAAAAAAAAAY up. B/c we also went to Kohls. Why?
Bc I wanted to buy this shirt...

I got it in 4t so even if gawd forbid this one doesn't stick, she'll hopefully be able to wear it when we do get our sticky bean :)